I have often wondered why an entire year of general chemistry is a pre-requisite for a DPT program. This has manifested into wondering aloud amongst physical therapists. Many tell me they have never balanced an equation in their entire post-graduate careers. Great.
Chemistry has always been my most challenging subject, dating back to high school chem. It was the only subject where I stared at a test problem blankly and entered in absolute gibberish. In other subjects, I could at least proffer a mild understanding.
This, coupled with the fact that I hadn’t touched algebra since 2003, has resulted in my two required semesters of gen. chem. abruptly becoming four: 1) Gen Chem 1 –> drop with W, 2) go down a level to Intro. to Gen. Chem., 3) Gen. Chem. 1 (again), and (freakin’ finally) 4) Gen. Chem 2. Phew. The total length of my pre-PT journey has been extended 2 semesters (a whole GD year) thanks to chemistry… and I’m so close to finishing this bastard, I can taste it. When I’m done, I think I will need to get a tattoo about it. Suggestions welcome.
Now that I’m finally midway into finishing my “second” (aka fourth) semester of chemistry, I have come to appreciate a few concepts:
- Water is cool. Like really, really cool.
- Equilibrium: life likes balance. If a disruption enters the system, everything will eventually shift into a new balance.
The equilibrium chapter couldn’t have come at a more perfect time. In the near-end of my pre-requisite journey, my relationship of 8 years has ended. The “we’re living together with two furbabies” kind of relationship. The “we’re not married but basically are married” kind of relationship. A major disruption has entered the system. Soon, a new balance will result.
As devastating as this disruption is, my eyes are now opened to a new possibility. Schools that I never dreamed of applying to are now within reach. I have absolute control over the direction of my future. I do not answer to anyone but myself. I’m completely free to do what I want; the vastness of the future is as exhilarating as it is terrifying.
Add this to the barrel of monkeys that is changing your career in your mid-thirties. I’m 34, newly single, and starting a completely new life. The system has shifted, balance is inevitable, and a new equilibrium will soon shake itself out.
Thank you, chemistry.